Go find!!!!

When everything crumples down there is only gloom and dust,
Why then do I harbour faith and trust?
When each passing second feels like a ton
Tell me why should I not point a gun?

Its just a deep haze around me,
Nothing but plain barrenness for miles to see.
Tell me then why should i search for an ounce of glee?
When everybody around me has decided to flee.

Is this cowardice creeping in me?
I think yes, I am trying to run from me...
But then there is only one thing I foresee
Its jus me, me and only me...

On the once busy intersection of life,
Aloofness is only rife.
Is this my doing? Was I never kind??
Well my mirror smiles at me and simply says, Go find!!!!